Lost love

Is it better to be loved and lost then never to be loved at all? Absolutely! I was afforded a wonderful gift which was absolute love and affection from a beautiful women and her god blessed child. I walked into the fragile lives of a pair, inseparable by all the evils and conflicts this harsh world has to offer and never took this opportunity for granted. The chance to be a great man to a even greater mom and her child was a trial i embraced and took this challenge whole hearted and with the greatest intention. All the efforts sadly are for not, i was kicked out and banned from my potential permanent family. My entire world was stripped and robbed from me in the blink of an eye. I was terminated from the proud and Nobel occupation of being a man and father figure. Drained from joy and happiness that they unintentionally gave me everyday. I have no regrets, for this short blessed time i had with my prospect family was one of the greatest experiences of my life. I proved to myself the 2010 version of myself is here to stay and no heart ache or conflict no matter how brutal would strip me from the progress i made and regress back to the undesired unscrupulous man i once was. With the total absence of hesitation i would take a life time of heart ache for the short and wonderful time spent with a family i am no longer a welcomed part of. A ounce of love is worth more than an infinite amount of pain that will follow.