Monday, March 8, 2010
Lost love
Is it better to be loved and lost then never to be loved at all? Absolutely! I was afforded a wonderful gift which was absolute love and affection from a beautiful women and her god blessed child. I walked into the fragile lives of a pair, inseparable by all the evils and conflicts this harsh world has to offer and never took this opportunity for granted. The chance to be a great man to a even greater mom and her child was a trial i embraced and took this challenge whole hearted and with the greatest intention. All the efforts sadly are for not, i was kicked out and banned from my potential permanent family. My entire world was stripped and robbed from me in the blink of an eye. I was terminated from the proud and Nobel occupation of being a man and father figure. Drained from joy and happiness that they unintentionally gave me everyday. I have no regrets, for this short blessed time i had with my prospect family was one of the greatest experiences of my life. I proved to myself the 2010 version of myself is here to stay and no heart ache or conflict no matter how brutal would strip me from the progress i made and regress back to the undesired unscrupulous man i once was. With the total absence of hesitation i would take a life time of heart ache for the short and wonderful time spent with a family i am no longer a welcomed part of. A ounce of love is worth more than an infinite amount of pain that will follow.
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The ancient Israelites gathered at Gilgal for the coronation of Saul as their first king (1 Sam. 11:15). The Lord was not pleased that His people had asked for a king, yet on this occasion Samuel uttered these words: “The Lord will not forsake His people, for His great name’s sake, because it has pleased the Lord to make you His people” (12:22).
ReplyDeleteWe too are God’s “own special people” if we have trusted Jesus as Savior (1 Peter 2:9). He will not forsake us even though He knows we will fail Him. He knows what we are like—sinful, weak, and frail. He knew it before He called us and drew us to Himself. The certainty of our salvation rests not in ourselves but on the character of God (1 John 5:20). He will keep us to the end.
This does not give us an excuse to continue in sin. Paul said, “Certainly not! How shall we who died to sin live any longer in it?” (Rom. 6:2). Our choices do reflect on God’s reputation, our witness in the world, and our fellowship with Him. But God will never reject His people, those who are truly His. The Lord cannot and will not forsake His own (Heb. 13:5).
We can rest assured. What God saves, He keeps—for the sake of His great name!
“Able to keep!” how sure is the word!
He is my Keeper, Savior, and Lord.
“Never shall perish,” one of His sheep,
Glory to God! He is able to keep. —Anon.
Lives rooted in God’s unchanging grace can never be uprooted.
your such a great writer.
ReplyDeleteKeep that attitude....and great things will happen for you Sean. I cant wait to see what unfolds. I love you my brother~
ReplyDeletethank you for the passage anonymous
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